I hate the stage of life I'm at right now - I feel so restricted. I want a car, I want to live on my own.. but I can't do either. I don't have the money, I don't know where I'm going in life, I don't even know if I'm going to go back to school. Everything feels so confusing, and the goals I have all seem so out of reach I feel lost. I don't mind living with my family, but to do anything I have to ask and I need that freedom. I need the freedom to decide what I want, and I need the freedom to be able to go where I want.
Anyway.. first step is already laid out, I'm going to try get my G1 liscence. Started a job.. but the rest is a vague mist of where my life is going. I really don't like the feeling I have of not knowing where I'm heading.