Yowza... I can only imagine that some correspondence sparked your last comment. I, for one, never viewed the donation money given to you as anything but a gift towards Ryder, & throughout the whole thing was crossing fingers that you would keep both brothers. I'm sure most of us felt that way, & it surely never crossed my mind to be upset that you would keep them after this ordeal. They came to you as rescues, needing a tremendous miracle of outpouring to extend one very deserving life, & you, my dear, had the humanity & compassion to reach out when you were unable to provide the costly medical care that was not only needed, but needed asap. Please don't doubt yourself for one minute, sweet lady. I have nothing but fond thoughts for everything you've done, & I'm certain Ryder is right there with me on that one. :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: Please don't let one or two unwarranted comments ruin it for the rest of us. :heart: