We said Goodbye to Stewart :(

[PitLuvs]

Stewart's taking another turn, after me posting about how great he was doing :rant:

I cannot put him through any more torture, my poor boy is attacking syringes and panicking everytime one comes near him. Now he's gasping and turning blue, again. I can't do it

I am taking him in at 10am :cry4: Every fiber of my being is screaming no, I don't want to be without him but my heart says let him go, stop his suffering and let him be free of this pain of not being able to breathe. I'm sitting here in a bawl of mess as I make THE phone call

*** Stewart is now free, will post a memorial to him later. My vet was nice, she doesn't allow people in when small pets are euth'd but she made an exception for me. Stewart passed with the sedative alone, but we gave him the final shot just to make sure. Such a strong boy, he passed in my arms being loved.

 

[Kimber]

hugs, sorry your baby has to go at least you had some more time with him...will be thinking of you today at 10 xo

 

[PitLuvs]

I can't get ahold of my drive... I'm going to have to make him wait until 3pm...

 

[mamarat]

:hugs:

 

[PitLuvs]

Stewart got in for his 10am appointment. He is now with Shai and Cas

 

[Kimber]

I'm sorry *hugs*, now he's free to run and breathe deeply.

xo

 

You did everything you could do :hugs: ..im so sorry :sad3:

It's always so hard, gets no easier :heart:

Play your hardest lil man :heart:

 

[amruiz]

I'm sorry to hear about that.. It's especially hard when you get a moment of "yes."
But rest easy, you did everything you could possibly do and you can take comfort in knowing that he felt true love and real hope in his life.

 

[lilspaz68]

you both fought your hardest...I am so sorry. :sad3:

 

[Godmother]

I am so sorry. You did the right thing, to let him be free of his struggle, and he knew he was loved. Run free at the bridge, Stewart.

 

[PitLuvs]

Thank You everyone, really these words mean so much. I have had both Shai and Cas pass away at home, it was unexpected when it happened. But this is the first time with my boys that I have had to make the call, and decide for them when it was time to go. As most of you know, the first time is always the hardest but really when isn't it hard?

I'm going to snuggle Sam & Dean for a bit, then sleep. I've been up all night trying to pull Stewart out of his last struggle. I am physically and emotionally drained

 

Thank You everyone, really these words mean so much. I have had both Shai and Cas pass away at home, it was unexpected when it happened. But this is the first time with my boys that I have had to make the call, and decide for them when it was time to go. As most of you know, the first time is always the hardest but really when isn't it hard?

I'm going to snuggle Sam & Dean for a bit, then sleep. I've been up all night trying to pull Stewart out of his last struggle. I am physically and emotionally drained

Just remember you did everything you could do, his last struggle was him telling you it was time.
Making the call is the HARDEST thing you will ever do, and it gets no easier. I have never experienced "at home" before only ever PTS or surgery complications

Were all here for you :heart:

 

[jorats]

I'm so so sorry... ((hugs))

 

[smmmiley]

Sorry you had to make the call... you did all you could. How nice that you got to hold him though... :hugs:

 

[eagle]

RIP sweetie :heart:

 

[lindsayfawn]

Aww poor guy. He fought a good fight as did you. So sorry :hugs: