I can't add anything except my deepest sadness for your loss. I too was horribly shocked to see the headline for this thread after thinking everything had gone so well. I'm so sorry you lost this little man after fighting so hard to get him well. He certainly did enjoy his time without that huge tumour on his neck though, and he got to cuddle up with his brother again and be a rat, without having to cart that impossible weight around for the last little while. He was able to leave this world feeling your love, eating yummy food, and sleeping in hammocks in the comfort of your care, which was WAY more than he had before and that's something special to hold on to. :heart: