rainas tumor popped

[Fidget]

Ok, I've had a little cry for you, I suppose this hit me hard too cause I know how it feels to go thru something like this alone & scared, and you are so expressive I could just hear that in your voice and felt for you, and so hoped everything would be ok for you & Raina.
I'm so sorry. It doesn't mean much when you're newly suffering her loss that you really did do everything right for her, but it will in future. And you did, you did good by her.
With the state it was in perhaps she would have had a horrible time trying to recover from surgery if she'd made it thru and would have suffered a long drawn out time of being ill.. She is a peace. I hope that thinking of her with Gloria now comforts you tonight.
My condolences to you and Linds both..

 

[Rodentist]

:hugs:

I am so sorry to hear this, I know how bad it feels, it happened to my Hadrian last year...the tumor grew so fast....

Please don't drive yourself crazy with the the what ifs, you did the very best thing for her and took the very best care of her, and gave her lots of love. The ratties are like shooting stars that blaze through our lives, so brief, but so wonderfully amazing.

 

[dubchick]

thank you guys ... i promise you, i will try my hardest to not to think of the what ifs and such (that is in my nature so it will be hard lol) . in the vet office, when dunnitt gave me time to myself to think things over, i asked raina if she wanted to be with glora. she just layed into my chest, not moving. i felt she was telling me yes. i know she didnt like me fussing over her over the last few days, trying to get her better and more comfortable.. yet.. i just feel like it made her feel worse.. sooooo,
yes.. this definately was the best decision. and i think she is feeling better now playin in kleenex and cereal boxes with gloria and honey.
sorry i made u cry fidget. :cuddle: and altho i feel alone right now... at the same time .. i dont feel alone.. you guys at the rat shack are a big help and comfort.. more than you can ever know. ... and just i want you all to know i appreciate you guys. rat shack is a god-send. !!

 

[Lina]

Hugs, It is not easy to make such a decision.

 

[Catibrie]

Oh wow I am so sorry to hear about Raina. My heart goes out to you.

 

[jorats]

I'm so sorry Ang... but it was the best over all. :cuddle:

 

[mamarat]

:hugs: You made the right decision for Raina. She's a happy girl again. I'm sorry.

 

[lilspaz68]

I am sorry Ang, that is exactly how Hestia went, but I was waiting for it unlike you.

((hugs)) you definitely made the best decision for your sweet girl :heart:

 

[MelissaG]

I am so sorry. When doubt creeps in remind yourself that you did everything right. And Raina is happy and healthy.

 

[dubchick]

thank you guys... your support means a lot :grouphug:

 

[lindsayfawn]

It's so hard reading this thread sitting her in Blind River, Ontario knowing I couldn't be there for you and Raina and our girls. This is the first chance I've had to have access at a computer and I knew I wanted to read the thread you had told me about that you posted. It was hard to read...I'm still upset over Raina becuase it came as such a surprise. She was fine when I left and then I get your phone call. :cry4: Was horrible hearing you cry like that and I'm sorry I couldn't have been there for you. You did the right thing and I know Raina was in good hands. I can't wait to get home and see you and our girls.
Our poor little Raina isn't in any pain any more at least.
Love you Ang. :heart: :hugs:

Thank you all for being there for her and answering as fast as you could. You all have been so great :hugs:

 

[jorats]

Oh Linds, this must be so hard for you, being so far away... :cuddle:

 

[dubchick]

cant even imagine how you must feel being so far away
:cry4: :cry4:

 

[mamarat]

:hugs: to both of you.

 

[Bronwyn]

Gosh, your comment on my post had me read this thread and boy do I get that fear and stress you went through. Sending a delayed virtual hug to you.