Oh Shelagh :cry:
I saw your video and poor little Ortiz, I can only say I'm glad he's at peace now.
But I don't know when I last heard such pain in anyone's voice, I'm in tears and my heart literally aches for you.
Your love is so evident, both in your voice and in all that you did for him both while he was sick and in your respect for him when he was well.
Whether he appreciated your hands-on care while he was here or not, no doubt he knows now all the love it carried and is grateful to you.
I'm so so sorry.
Now you're breathing heaven's sweet air, Ortiz. Goodbye little one.