lilspaz68
Well-Known Member
benzin.fox said:the drug in the needle was green. she called it euthanasia solution.she didnt put it in her abdomen,just under her skin and let it absorb then when she was completely out of it she did the heart stick.
*deep breath*
Must.not.keep.crying.
You can cry as much as you want to...you are grieving. Do not let anyone tell you that How you do it is wrong, its very individual for people. When my dad passed, I had people tell me I was "doing it wrong". I had only a few days of leave (office manager had it wrong again) so I worked up to the day before the funeral.
You cry for your little Plumeria, it hurts. You did the best you could for her, but her frail little body just couldn't keep up with her spirit. You also let her go when she was suffering.
((hugs))